We Deliver

I find very peculiar the vicious act of happiness done by clowns, the sleaze that load their maddening smiles when they look and entertains either close relatives or large forums acts.

 Strangely I think they are the most sincere figuration on these virtual and absent days. Ecstatically they enjoy their childhood  regressions with jeers and laughs celebrated by committed purchased applause.

Their painted multicolored outfits and painted faces resemble those exaggerated physical extents of mental constructions canceled by the human reality, violent and sudden exploding to the outside as exoskeletons surprising the observer in which is always a child that cries frightened or one other adult that with gets disappointed and leaves.

Unusually they stand with their huge shoes that hinder the correct walking and they used to kick and destroy everything around them, It seems that in their volatile and broken routine with no symmetry  or coordination the shoes are only thing that bring them down to earth, to this catastrophic world were smiles are less frequent every day.

I was silenced by the raw image behind the dressing rooms and tents, beyond the trucks without shoes,  giant clothes off, it was gray, serene half makeup on face, his red nose was fallen between several empty bottles on the asphalt. Like a disgraced priest that failed to emancipate these inanimate beings, robotic and emotionless people.

He rested his head and closed his eyes.

Entregamos

Me resulta muy peculiar el vicioso acto de felicidad de los payasos, el morbo que cargan sus sonrisas enloquecidas cuando miran y entretiene ya sea en íntimos actos familiares o grandes foros. Extrañamente pienso que son las figuraciones mas sinceras por estos días virtuales y ausente. Disfrutan con éxtasis sus regresiones infantiles entre mofas y carcajadas comprometidas en aplausos comprados.

Sus rostros pintados de multicolor, esos atuendos exagerados asemejan extensiones físicas de  construcciones mentales canceladas, que estallan violentas y repentinas al exterior cual exoesqueletos sorprendiendo al observador siempre algún niño llora espantado y uno que otro adulto se desilusiona y se marcha.

Inusualmente se destacan por sus inmensos zapatos que les dificultan el correcto caminar y utilizan para patear y destrozar todo a su alrededor, Tal parece que a su volátil y rota rutina fuera de simetría o coordinación solo estos los atan al suelo de este mundo catastrófico en el cual solo se sonríe en cada vez mas cortos ratos.

Me silencio la cruda imagen detrás de camerinos y carpas, mas allá de los camiones de carga sin los zapatos, ni los atuendos agigantados, gris, sereno a maquillaje medio gastado su nariz roja rodaba entre varias botellas vacías en el cemento. Cual sacerdote fracasado en su intento de emancipación de gente inanimada, carentes, y robotizadas.

Recostó su cabeza y cerro los ojos.